I have no self-control. That's what this boils down to, really. I'm an idiot with no self control.
I was home sick, and bored, and I'd already blogged for a second time that week, and I'm still fighting this bizarre urge to text Mr. Charming. The desire fluctuates between hoping it will somehow magically turn into him begging to see me again (unlikely) and the desire to demand an explanation for why he dropped off the face of the planet (which I doubt he would give me even if he did reply).
So in my desire to avoid getting myself into that horrible situation, I put myself in another horrible situation instead.
I downloaded OkCupid's app.
And I have nothing but regrets.